So I apologize to the ones that may have seen me for exactly what I am and still wanted to love me. I apologize to and forgive myself for missing out on what may have been some amazing memories. For the rest of my stay here, I vow to never have another regret.
Why should a woman, able to provide, feel she deserves to pay a smaller portion living, using, and taking up space?
All of the things I've learned about myself between 2015 & this year has shed plenty of light on how I keep managing to sniff out horrible people and how they manage to always find me, but that's a story for another time and I promise you I'll get to it.